Thought

Today I just went for a walk, while consumed with thoughts about books that I need to be able to get me stoked about religion and/or spirituality. Then I sat down and started looking and came up with all this stuff about blood moons and really right winged thought. There was even a title of a book called "right religion" or "right belief" that just sounds scary. How can one align oneself with a belief system, that I am trying to, but every time I look to find beautiful things I read basically hate from that belief system or how I need to believe correctly? Isn't that odd that people can tell others that they are to think a certain way or otherwise they are not doing it right? I want to find a belief, whatever that looks that is full of love, acceptance, honor, respect, truth, and openness. When did everyone start to close off their beliefs, there is no room for me in those places. I do want to raise my child with a belief system but not one that teaches intolerance of others based on sex or race or class, etc...So I want to reside in the beauty and love, and not focus on the negative which is what I am seeing right now, so I must change my gaze.